I guess..

.. I was a bit inappropriate, sorry.

Is anyone upset at me?  Sorry.

Apology

If anyone is mad to read this.. I just guess I think I shouldn't be silent and that I've done some justifying in deciding what to post, maybe to regret later, but am getting better.

Excuse me?

I find it a bit intruding to change my lifestyle because I forgot to record someone cuz I was having fun doing something else but under the influence it should be transmitted online.. just didn't make it, sorry..  Why are people from Pennsylvania being such prim snoots-and I like being called a snoot so I dunno what else to say..  All the singers I know are very accomplished people and have grudges on me via online following yet never speaking with me.

I am sorry, but I cannot do something like this to make it up to you.

Apology

You may read my posts on Johnny Depp.  Sorry they are not perfect, but I tried to say what I thought.. I don't have time nor knowledge on how else to now.  It would be such a bother to go back and edit what people already read, and as I went along I let up.  It just seems obvious they are partly doing it to punish people.  That's my main concern.  They will be a destructive, uptight force in the world.  I was good, and no one cared.  Johnny went off and to say it lighter than others ruined his career and direction.  Not something I wanna say to him but I mean no harm.  He ^altered his direction^.

Apology

Sorry, Ellen, for my risque speaking.

How else should I say..

Apology

I guess Ellen never jokes about certain negative things.  I was upset and said she was m********ing in pleasure but didn't mean it in her face, just as a teaser, but I guess no one wants to ever tease.  I could have taken it down, even, but I thought they wanted to leave history behind so they could make fun of me and not talk to me.  Also, maybe, something worse would happen, maybe Ellen wishes people would forget about what I said even if they read it.  Anyway, it's not up anymore.  And I obviously was joking about the term, as well.  As I said, this is an apology.  I'm sure I've apologized already, too.

Apology

Sorry for being so blunt about some people who were acting rather interestingly uppity.

Was that okay?

I said getting a kick outta something?  More satisfaction in teaching someone a lesson?

Apology

For people I said weird things to like brat, even if I didn't say who.

Chores

I folded a basket of laundry from last week.

I have some things still hanging.

I ironed 2 loads of things hanging.

I have been washing 2 loads.

Later, the dishes, wanna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I'm showered but need to change and put on makeup.  Was gonna go outside.

I'm upset, yea, because things aren't going smoothly|right, but I cooled down, did not mean anything, just kinda like I said felt totally cornered.  So, I just seethed I guess and finally figured I could post what was wrong later to like figure it out and let people know something that might be important for me.

Sorry for any of the bad things that came to my mind, maybe just 2 concrete things I didn't formulate on purpose.  I figure since I started cursing @ the noises I heard no one likes me, but I can find people in the outcasts.

Apology

Sorry if I hurt your feelings.

Apology

I felt outta control in my dad's care, especially keeping it inside, do not mean it.

I am trying to get out of my problem and ignore things.

A Shout Out

I must apologize if you ran into certain immature post..  Take it as you will.

Hoping to Compensate for My Actions

I explained why I said what I said, and I'm sorry to say you misinterpreted and figured it was inappropriate for pointedly me and also like at this time especially.  I meant what I meant, I don't mean very inappropriate things.  I did say it possibly a few times.

You know, most people speak along the lines of this suggestion when they speak of this person or, as the person ^likes^, this "case."  I am sorry if it is not good for her, I assume it's something you'll wanna just be over with.

This is the sorta thing that people don't really care to discuss, as well.  It is suggestive and makes a mark.  I just figured this would help, to think @ my actions and apologize more, if possible.  It seemed best to nail down, but I recently learned not to follow my gut instincts.  So, forget @ it.. and I am very sorry.  I hope I sound sincere.  I realize I should just live my life and be happy and not get hung up in things.  I figured that at dinner, last night, in fact, strangely enough.

I feel pushed to feel submissive for it.  I do feel submissive in rank and stature, which seems to be something which may have been called for.  I do believe these people have a problem.  They seem to not wanna ever listen to me and not let me do anything, and then this comes up.  They do not wish to pay for their wrongs in society.  They want to think they are perfect and that people are jealous and wish they were them.  For reasons we do not wish upon them, this is untrue.  I mean, famous people have to be a way that people can think on without feeling surprised and shocked by the funny things you think they do.  Everyone is a mystery, you know.  We don't know.

I guess I will leave this relatively longer than most posts post here.  Yes, I can see I am improving in thought, but something came over me, as well, now.  I'll go ahead and post this.