Apology

I guess Ellen never jokes about certain negative things.  I was upset and said she was m********ing in pleasure but didn't mean it in her face, just as a teaser, but I guess no one wants to ever tease.  I could have taken it down, even, but I thought they wanted to leave history behind so they could make fun of me and not talk to me.  Also, maybe, something worse would happen, maybe Ellen wishes people would forget about what I said even if they read it.  Anyway, it's not up anymore.  And I obviously was joking about the term, as well.  As I said, this is an apology.  I'm sure I've apologized already, too.